Thursday, February 24, 2011

Wishful Thinking.


n.
Identification of one's wishes or desires with reality.
the erroneous belief that one's wishes are in accordance with reality.

So there, I'm a wishful thinker :)

Here I am once again, taking a break from my fast paced life, from outfit posts and fashion blogs. You see, I have all these thoughts in my mind. I can't keep but to think of it over and over again. It's my pastime already. There's one thing making me put my thoughts into writing.

I wonder why I anxiously go online most of the time, talk it up with my friends and get some insights about it, keep hoping for this thing to happen even though I think it's impossible but my friends think it's not, i still think otherwise. Honestly, this is the first time to get attached to someone without spending time with him, talking to him personally etc. My friends identify me as "choosy".I admit it.So there, this post is about someone.HAHA. That's why I really wonder why I'm easily hooked with it.

I wish this is not just a lead on. I wish it's not just flirtationship (more than a friendship,less than a relationship) Because right now, one thing's for sure. I really like it. I like this. I don't know where I'm heading but I'm willing and I'm ready to go.

I never thought that this is going to be a habit. A habit that I think will be difficult to let go. I never thought of this happening. It just started with a good luck and now turning things out to be beautiful. This isn’t what I expected. But this is better. This is great. I’ll just go with the flow, whether to expect or not to. At least, I know I’m holding on to something.. and I’ll make sure that if doesn’t go that way, I’ll be glad to let it go. But right now, I’m loving this. I want this. I want this so bad that I didn’t see it coming.

Maybe you'll read this, and I think you always do. I think you're aware. To you I'm referring to, everything about you makes sense. I make sense, We make sense. Right now, one thing's for sure, you surely do give me something.

To my readers, maybe you'll be having a hard time decoding this random blog post.haha!so sorry :)

xoxo,
Nicole


4 comments:

AVA T.♥ said...

is it love?:) Yiiii!

nicolethedressupdoll said...

Ava,hihi :) you're good at this :))

CHANNIE said...

awww ♥ kinikilig ako! swerte si guy sa'yo!

nicolethedressupdoll said...

Channie,hahha.ako din kinikilig.chos :)) nyah,hindi.:P